Devil Works Inc.

It is time to share all the randomness that I experience in my life, at least that is my opinion. Ergo, I have decided to dedicate this blog to the workings of the Devil Works Inc. aka Mind Dearest.

I am a mind person. I think a lot, so much that if you stuck an electrode in my scalp and connected it to an electroencephalograph, it would be screaming activity! I tend to drift, and in all probability I go in a tangential direction when given a topic of discussion. Let me give you an example:

I could start off by looking out of the window. A beautiful day, perfect weather. Talking about the weather, I wonder what it would be like to live in sunny CA? Mmm.. CA, dint we get an opportunity to shift there? Speaking of shifting, God, how did I forget that we had some serious house switching to do this weekend? OO yea, weekend, I hope we go to TGIF this time, been a while since I ate Mozzarella sticks and beans, maybe I should try some fruity drink. Will make sure to say no spirit*. Good thing we don’t drink, my, that was an unfortunate incident for that Indian who was caught drunk driving. India, wow, it is more than a year since I left India? One year gone by huh? What did I do this past year?… and so on. If for some reason my thought process is disturbed, I generally pick up on another thread! Crazy huh? Well, I guess I am like that.

I find this facet of the human mind extremely interesting! I am actually beginning to sound like some experienced prof, don’t get carried away I often tend to have that effect on people, I’m not one! There, I am beginning to drift.. as I was saying, I really find this angle of the human mind intriguing. That something so intangible as the mind can actually have such effect on the behavior of an individual is creation at its best.

In my case, thanks to this little monkey, I am a slave to mood swings. So much that, one minute I feel invincible, and then before I can hold onto that feeling, I feel extremely vulnerable. This has had such an effect on me, that most times I’m lost in thoughts that are entangled in a narcissistic web. If you are beginning to wonder otherwise, I’m sane like any of you, just more self aware. I have accepted this me and I just know that at any given point in time, a thousand irrelevant thoughts is what I experience.